I always have this urge and tendency to talk to you but I guess at this point of time, we will never be able to talk or look at each other like how we used to. Seriously, it just saddens me when two people who were once strangers became friends, friends to lovers, lovers to strangers and decided not to talk again. No goodbye, no words left spoken and what’s worst when I thought we could last when you gave me so much hope and promises. Up till today, 5 months have gone within a blink of an eye. You, obviously, have completely move on but me? I’m breakeven. I have no fucking idea why I still love you that much when I know no matter how hard we tried, you are not willing to make this relationship works and what’s worst when I have to pretend that I don’t care when truth is; you are all that I think off every single seconds. That’s sucks!, I seriously need to learn to let go of things that are not meant for me and learn to move on… It sure does hurt but this is just a small portion, what if one day everyone decided to leave, what will remains of me